01  Hello and welcome. My name is Aleks but you can also call me Chaos, I'm from '96 and go by he/they pronouns and this is a single blog for multiple muses. Please familiarize yourself with the triggers regarding the characters, such as abuse, murder, child abuse, torture etc and make sure to read all the about pages. Take your time with them, if you must and please never assume anything about my muse. There is no password hidden in these rules. I

02  If you are inconsistent with your blogs meaning if you make a new blog every week or abandon your old blog after a month, I will not be following you. I like to have writing partners that I can count on, and blog hopping is terribly exhausting for me. You will be blocked without notice. Close friends will be followed, but the chances that we write with each other on your new blogs are terribly low. I just follow to cheer you on.03  Given that this is a friend focused blog and I would not like to have ghost followers on here, there will be a trial after you follow me. I will hardblock you if you do not try to communicate with me, such as by not sending memes, liking starter calls or messaging me to plot. (Keep in mind to NOT immediately contact me after I followed you back) You are welcome to follow again, but I assume that following indicates a desire to write, and if that does not occur, you will be removed. I am not here to collect followers. This trial is about more than just one-sided interest; it is also about seeing if I can get along with you. I have had some bad experiences here, and before my paranoia ruins my time on Tumblr, I would rather take these precautions.Below are some reasons why I might not follow you back

04  English is not my first language because I am European and from the Schengen Area, and even though I have been learning it since the fourth grade, I still make mistakes. OOC communication, especially reaching out first is difficult for me because of my anxiety and schizotypal disorder but I am trying. In addition to having over 19 years of writing experience, I have been using Tumblr since 2013. Furthermore you are welcome to request any of the three languages I write in: German, Norwegian, and English.

05  I don't write NSFW, but when I say that, I mean sexual contents. As an asexual, they make me extremely uncomfortable, but I have gotten better at it, which means that I might try to write something along those lines with people I trust; do not take it the wrong way if I tell you I won't do it with you; it is nothing personal. Violent themes are very popular on this blog and will include heavy gore, violence, murder, suicide, and abuse; these are not included in my view of NSFW. If I say tag your NSFW, I mean the sexual contents.

06  Memes are great, in fact they are the best way to get something started. Plotting is not always necessary; we can make things up as we go. Please send me a message if, at any point during the thread, you had rather we keep it plotted. We can then move the conversation to Discord as the IM's don't always work for me but neither does Discord, so we are livin' la vida loca.

05.5  While this is a single muse blog, other muses can be requests as well, this, however is restricted to muses from the Gemini coven only. Most muses on this carrd can be requested, all you have to do is send in a meme for them. Though please note that they are rather low activity.

06  I ask that you tag your NSFW in all images, texts, videos, and general anime/animation. Any other triggers will be tagged appropriately. I will tag graphic material excessively and graphic imagery, mostly with religious overtones with religion tw. I promise not to write anything overly sentimental—most of my inspirations are… well, violent. Please make sure to tag your nsfw, do not use fancy triggers please. Conversely, feel free to ask me to tag anything, and I will always make sure to include the most frequent triggers.

06  If you decide to break mutuals and unfollow, hard block while you’re at it! I don’t want to interact, even though you unfollowed me. If I decide to break mutuals, I will hard block because I am forgetful, and I will think Tumblr is messing with us. I don't want to make you uncomfortable by following you again, so please do the same. One trial lasts exactly one month. Additionally you might also be hardblocked if I feel that we don't get along.

07  Please read the divergencies and info I have put together in a small section. I will know if you didn't.

8  For the love of God, Satan or whatever deity you believe in, do not message me with "Hi thanks for following" once I've followed you back. Don't thank me for following back. Really don't. I have no idea how to answer this and will leave you on read. Sending me an instant message immediately after we've become mutuals might make me block you. Full stop. It sparks my PPD, take it slow, send a meme, comment on a post, relax a few days. Don't be Jared, 19. Read the rules. Send me a meme or a prompt instead.

9   My absolute NOTP is Bonkai, please respect that there won't be any Bonkai in a romantic sort of way. Kai manipulated her, he played with her, and he tried to kill her multiple times. I can assure you that he is not in love with her just because she was the first woman he'd seen since forever and he just wanted to flirt a bit. He is not into her romantically. Malachai is a diagnosed sociopath, he will never feel the "usual love" anyone else would. People are tools for him, please keep this in mind, even if we ship "romantically". Furthermore I am extremely selective to write with Bonnie's, platonically or not.

10   This rule goes without saying, I suppose. I do not tolerate badmouthing Kai on this blog. I will not be erasing his CPTSD, and if you tell me he doesn't have it, I urge you to familiarize yourself with the origins of ASPD. You are free to say that he is a terrible person, that he's a murderer, a sociopath. But I will NOT stand for his trauma (that his family/coven caused him) to be erased and denied. It's a different thing if this happens IC, Kai will deal with those people as will I to curate my safe space. IC ≠ OOC, your muses can disrespect and invalidate him however they want.

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Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER

* SHORTENED RULES !

Quick rule breakdown for people with short attention spans.

ㅤACT 1: VIOLENCE AGAINST NATUREㅤㅤCove's life began in the surroundings of District 4. His parents, Brahm and Netta Caladh, were both fishermen. While Brahm cast his nets, Netta supplemented their income by discreetly selling 4's traditional bread, a forbidden practice. Though not impoverished, Netta harbored a desire for greater security, a desire that shaped their family life. Like all children in District 4, Cove learned the skills of survival from a young age, mastering the art of weaponry and hunting, his connection to the water predating his first steps. However, unlike his peers who received formal training at the district's academy, Cove's education was only by his father. Brahm, believed that investing extensive time and resources into the academy was useless, convinced that his own knowledge was sufficient to prepare his son for the realities of their world. His world expanded when he met Marsh at the age of seven. Their shared fascination with the sea formed an immediate bond. They spent their days fishing together, practicing knot-tying. Marsh's parents, fearing the potential heartbreak, had refused to send her to the academy, wanting to shield her from the false hope of victory. Cove noticed Marsh's struggles in the water, a contrast to the natural aptitude of the other children. His curiosity piqued, he discovered that she couldn't swim. He joked that she might drown before even entering the Games, but Marsh's told him that she'd rather die. And Cove understood. Following that fateful day, Marsh became a regular presence at the Caladhs' dinner table.

ㅤACT 3: JUST PRETENDㅤㅤBrahm and Netta were fond of her shy demeanor, her good manners, and her unexpected sense of humor. She quickly became like family. While the other children surrounding him were consumed by the ambition to enter and win the Games, Cove remained indifferent. He had no desire for victory, no interest in volunteering. But when the dreaded Reaping came, and Marsh's name was called, Cove hoped someone would act without hesitation. Hoped that one of the girls from her school would step forward, her family. But none of them did. So Cove volunteered instead. The arena was a treacherous forest, teeming with venomous snakes. Sunlight gushed sporadically through the dense canopy, casting an pattern of light and shadow that concealed danger at every turn. Every rustle in the undergrowth sent a jolt of fear down Cove's spine, the chilling awareness of being watched, hunted, constantly present. It was only a matter of time before the inevitable occurred. A searing pain exploded in his calf as a viper's fangs pierced his flesh. Cove reacted instinctively, his hand clamping down on the wound. Ignoring the burning sensation, he squeezed the bite, forcing out the dark, viscous venom. With desperate determination, he sucked out the tainted blood and venom, spitting it onto the forest floor, a risky thing against the deadly poison coursing through his veins. But the venom was not the most deadly weapon Cove wielded. His actions in the arena sent shockwaves of horror throughout the districts. He murdered Facet, a tribute from District One, by drowning her in the river. He lured Facet in with the fabricated ruse of Marsh's dead body and then ambushed her in the water, biting and tearing at her until she was too exhausted to fight. With ruthless efficiency, he ripped out her throat and then kicked her body afloat, securing his path to victory. At the young age of twelve, Cove won, two years before the infamous duo of Finnick Odair and Annie Cresta brought further glory to District 4. He became the third victor of his district, but the brutality of his games cast a dark shadow over his triumph. His victory was erased, and his story forged and presented differently to the masses. A role Cove was forced to play to survive the aftermath. Now, he reluctantly mentors the tributes from his district, offering them no guidance or encouragement on how to win. He simply couldn't care less. The Games had taken something from him, leaving a void that even victory couldn't fill.

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Chaos/Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER

ㅤACT 1: VIOLENCE AGAINST NATUREㅤㅤCésar's life began in Madrid, within the confines of a devout Christian family. His father, a stern military man, envisioned a similar path for his son, a path of duty and rigid discipline. His mother, in César's young eyes, seemed to exist primarily as a beautiful adornment, a trophy his father paraded at social gatherings. This upbringing instilled in César a skewed perception of relationships, one where appearances and adherence to societal expectations overshadowed genuine connection. As was customary, César was sent to a summer military camp, a rite of passage intended to mold him into the man his father desired. It was there, amidst the drills and forced camaraderie, that he met Oscar. To their surprise, they discovered they lived mere streets apart back home. The boys formed an instant bond, spending every possible moment together, their friendship blossoming into a secret, forbidden love. But their clandestine romance was discovered. Oscar's father, a man consumed by prejudice, discovered their secret. In a fit of rage, he viciously attacked César, leaving him bruised and terrified, threatening to kill him if he ever approached Oscar again. Driven by fear and desperation, César and Oscar hatched a plan, a desperate act to escape the grip of Oscar's father. One night, their plan ended in a tragic act of violence. Consumed by guilt and terror, they initially intended to run away together, to make a new life far from the stifling confines of their families.But in the final moment, César's resolve crumbled. Overwhelmed by fear, he abandoned Oscar at their designated meeting place, severing all contact, haunted by the deed they had committed. Unable to bear the weight of his secret alone, César confessed to his father, the truth about his relationship with Oscar. To escape the shame and the torment of his guilt, he enlisted in the military, hoping the rigid structure and demanding discipline would erase the memory of Oscar from his mind.

ㅤACT 3: JUST PRETENDㅤㅤUpon his return, César presented his family with a wife, Marisa, a nurse he had met during his service with the green berets. But their marriage was a facade, a performance for the sake of appearances. Over the years, they had two children, a son named Juan and a daughter, Lucia, yet their union remained devoid of love.In the same year Lucia was born, César secured a position at the Bank of Spain. Initially, Marisa attributed his long hours to his eagerness to impress his superiors. However, as the days stretched into weeks, and César's absences became more frequent, Marisa began to suspect the truth. She discovered César's infidelity, assuming it was with the wife of a neighbor, only to be confronted with the shocking reality that his lover was the neighbor himself. The revelation sparked an argument, and Marisa threatened divorce. It was then that the veil of their perfect life shattered, revealing the dark secret of domestic violence.César, desperate to maintain control, resorted to threats and intimidation. He warned Marisa that she would lose everything—her financial security, her access to their children—if she dared to defy him. Paralyzed by fear and the potential consequences, Marisa reluctantly agreed to remain silent, trapped in a loveless marriage. Communication between them dwindled, replaced by resentment and bitter arguments. Despite the turmoil within their home, César and Marisa maintained the illusion of a perfect family. César climbed the ranks at the Bank of Spain, eventually becoming Chief of Security, while Marisa played the part of the devoted wife. To the outside world, they were the epitome of success and happiness, while behind closed doors, their lives were slowly swarming with deceit and unspoken pain.

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Chaos/Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER

ㅤACT 1: VIOLENCE AGAINST NATUREㅤㅤBorn on June 9th, 1967, in Portland, Oregon, Johanna Parker, the second child of Ruth and James, found herself an outsider from an early age. In their coven, leadership was destined for twins, a status held by her older brothers, Joshua and Samuel. Though James reportedly loved her, the intense focus on her brothers' predetermined path fostered a deep-seated rebellion in Johanna. She sought attention through shoplifting, vivid hair dyes, nose piercings, and defacing property, pushing boundaries until a near-arrest forced her father's hand. In a rare break from tradition, James dedicated himself to making Johanna feel seen, taking her on private park outings where he simply played with her—a brief balm to her restless spirit.
This period of tentative peace was shattered in her teens by a devastating mall fire. The trauma left Johanna battling severe agoraphobia and a debilitating depression that tethered her to her home. Yet, her greatest challenge was still to come. At sixteen, she brought home not a boy, but a girl. James, who once claimed he would have accepted any of her past rebellions or even a life without marriage, drew a harsh line at her love for another woman.

ㅤACT 3: JUST PRETENDㅤㅤPerhaps her very status as a non-twin, not bound by the coven's sacred lineage, made her rejection easier for him. He packed her bags and expelled her, but not before the entire coven convened to publicly shun her. The sting of the coven's decree paled, however, against the searing pain of her father's abandonment, simply for loving who she was.
Undeterred by the profound heartbreak, Johanna forged a new life with Emma, her partner, eventually marrying. She found solace and purpose as a kindergarten teacher near Portland. Years later, when her nephews, Michael and Kai, faced neglect and difficulties at school, Johanna stepped into the void left by her brother's family. She took them under her wing, offering stability and care. Though it pained her deeply to leave Kai behind, she made the difficult choice to fully adopt Michael, raising him with Emma and creating a family rooted in unconditional love – a stark contrast to the rejection she had once known, proving that while lineage might dictate some paths, love ultimately charts its own course.

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Chaos/Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER

ㅤACT 1: VIOLENCE AGAINST NATUREㅤㅤElias Elster was born on November 1st, 1994, in the peaceful Norwegian village of Lillehammer, to Stefan and Marit Elster. The Elster family personified the simple rural life. Stefan, a stoic but warm man, and Marit, a gentle woman who discovered gift in gardening, adored their two children. Elias and his sister Magdalena were their world; Marit treated Elias to handmade toys and storytelling, while Stefan gave Magdalena astronomy books and handcrafted stars. Their home, a cozy house surrounded by maple forests, was a haven until a terrible day when the forest closed in on them.At age ten, Elias’s childhood innocence began to unravel. One evening, he went into the family’s basement, a place he often used to play Dungeons and Dragons, armed with nothing but a flashlight. As he played, he fumbled with his pearl bracelet, a treasured gift from his grandfather. A single misstep sent the delicate chain crashing down the stairs, scattering its bright pearls across the cold floor. Elias, determined to get each pearl back, began picking them up one by one. The air became colder as he stood before the final pearl, and its shine drew him to the farthest corner. As he crouched down to pick it up, the basement light flickered violently, creating shadows that were glued to the walls. To this day, Elias swears he saw a shadow, eyes hovering just above the flashlight. The vision vanished as quickly as it appeared, but it stayed with him.Panicked, Elias dashed upstairs to find his sister Magdalena, trusting her logic. But when he started talking about the "monster," Magdalena's laughter sounded worse than any threat. She told him to stop making things up. Hurt and terrified, he stumbled down the stairs, the basement now dark. As he approached the threshold, a sharp pain exploded in his eyes, blinding him. In anger, he grabbed the pickaxe, and returned upstairs in a trance. The screams that followed broke the family's peace.

ㅤACT 2: THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MINDㅤㅤThe following days w erea blur. Stefan and Marit, rushed to the basement to find Magdalena lifeless, her blood pooling around the pickaxe Elias had swung. Stefan reached out to grab his son, but Elias, wild and completely unrecognizable, shoved his father away with a strength that was impossible for his age. Stefan’s head struck the blade, his body collapsed in a pool of his own blood, his skull split. The sound of police sirens rang through the night as the Elsters’ neighbors dialed emergency services, hearing the screams. When the officers arrived, they found a child clutching a blood smeared axe, his small hands trembling. Elias, in full panic, denied any connection to the deaths, but the evidence, the axe, the blood on his clothes told a different story. As the officers moved closer to him, Elias’s world crashed into pieces. He grabbed the gun of his father from the stand and fired a shot that hit his mother, and moments later, a police officer returned fire, killing him. Elias died two days later, September 21st, 1994, at the age of ten. Yet, as if the world laughed at him mockingly, he awoke on a quiet Lillehammer street on September 23rd, his childhood clothes surprisingly clean and untouched by the blood of his family. He staggered home, only to find the house empty. With nowhere else to go, he walked down the streets until a kind elderly couple pulled him into their home and contacted social services.

ㅤACT 3: JUST PRETENDㅤㅤThe orphanage became Elias’s new reality. The staff, initially nervous of the silent child with haunted eyes, soon allowed him a glimpse of normalcy. Over the years, Elias grew into a lonely boy. As his eighteenth birthday approached, the dreams began, the same shadow that had possessed him in the basement now stalked his sleep, accompanied by visions of decaying flowers, petals crumbling like ash into his hands. The symbolism was impossible to ignore: life, beauty, and death connected. The visions pushed him toward a career in homesteading, where he tended to orchards and flower gardens.It was during this period that Elias was tormented by a vision: the world was never meant to end with him. It began as a whisper in his dreams, a dark image of a girl with eyes like his own and laughter that felt warm likes unlight. At first, he dismissed them as jokes, but as the visions grew more vivid something deep within him changed. They felt like a summoning.Elias was 20 when the visions consumed him. Friends joked that he was dating his profession, and while some found romance in relationships that burnt out quickly, Elias wished for something more enduring. He didn’t question why the visions fixated on a daughter, only that they did. The first time he met the woman who would be his daughter's mother, he was sure that it was no coincidence. She was a painter, Sol, her name as bright as the paintings she created. He saw her one midsummer afternoon at a coffee shop beneath a shade of trees, her sketchbook filled with dappled shapes that looked like stars colliding. She wore her auburn hair in a loose braid, and her smile was the kind of smile that made the world stop.Their relationship grew slowly. Sol, 29, was fiercely independent and had her own fears about life. Raised by a single mother who had given up everything for her education, she was concerned about making the same decisions she had not wanted for herself. Elias' quiet determination was charming. He spoke of safety and security, creating images about building a home. He said that a child would be the best project they could work on, and Sol too replied with a joke.But dreams didn't always translate into reality. The first year of their relationship was filled with contradictions. Elias fought with the pressure of the visions. What if the girl wasn’t meant to come from Sol? What if he was misinterpreting the message? What if all of it was bullshit? Sol, meanwhile, struggled with Elias’s intensity. Elias didn’t know how to answer. He had always believed the visions were a map, but now he wondered if they were simply a compass pointing him toward her.The turning point came on a stormy night. Sol had moved out two months prior, their fight over his obsession with the visions leaving her feeling completely ignored. Sol returned later, her dress drenched and she told him how lightning hit her car but she survived and that she believed him. They had their daughter, Lotta, a year later. But once Lotta was born, a force seemed to tug at Sol, draining her from life with each passing day until she just stopped breathing one day.

ㅤACT 4: ARTIFICIAL SUICIDEㅤㅤWith nowhere to go, Elias took Lotta and fled town with her, unsure where he was going but certain that hell would follow him. But hell did not follow. Instead, he drove straight into it, unsure whether he had just condemned himself or saved himself while dragging his daughter into the mess.

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Chaos/Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER

ㅤACT 1: THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MINDㅤㅤPaul was born in Athens to secretary Laura and naval officer Gerald Scott on November 11th, 1975, and grew up on a large farm in Watkinsville. For the first few years of his life, he was very oblivious to what his father was doing to the girls in the basement. But Paul always noticed things that other’s didn’t even speak—things they did not even dare to think of; he saw through them all. While he went on about his days for most of the time, going to tennis and riding his bike, he waited for the day until he could finally join his father. Either his mother did not give a damn, or she was too high on drugs to notice anything that went on in the isolated shed. In school, it quickly became clear that Paul was a genius, which led to a handful of bullying in his early years. Unlike other kids his age, Paul didn’t care; he did not beat them up; he did not even say a word when they broke his thick glasses or hung him up on a pole. But one night, when Paul came home from strolling the woods with his dirtbike, his father showed him something he would never forget. A girl, tied up. Not just any girl, Sara. The girl who frequently bullied him at school. His father had her tied up in the shed, weapons all carefully laid out, and allowed Paul to just take his rage out on her. So he did. After it, she was nothing but lapping flesh and bones. His father said this would not count because he had been the one to capture her. He told him to wait until the time would come.And at the age of fourteen in 1991, his time had come. He was finally allowed to kill his first girl—Julia Caroll. He had everything planned out with his father's assistance, getting to know her, enticing her inside, and then confining her in the basement, where she would be tortured for days. Knowing full well that she was tied up in their shed, the father and son would enjoy joining search parties while participating. They continued to attend the parties until they shortly after killed her and hanged her. A new girl was planned, but then, in 1992, his parents died in a horrible car crash snd it broke him. Not particularly about his mother but because his father, his guardian was gone and he was left all by himself. He was able to pay for all of his studies thanks to the inheritance. He did not go and live with his aunt, he stayed at the house with the deep well that was so precious to him.He was still tense, as the investigation of their murder progressed. He was on edge, his fingers itching to do something about it— and so he did. Paul found Julia's father, Sam, and killed him, pretending it was a medically induced suicide to keep him off their necks.

ㅤACT 2: ARTIFICIAL SUICIDEㅤㅤNow, with a huge burden off his chest, he left to attend university that same year and consistently received the highest grades in his class. But for some reason, Paul was unable to forget about Julia no matter how hard he worked, so he moved around and became more familiar with the network his father had been in, doing more and more numbers than he needed to. In order to be nearer to Julia and be aware of her every move, he enrolled in Auburn University's architecture programme in 1996 in Alabama. Then, one day, the ghost of Julia entered the computer lab where he was working. But his gaze did not land on her. Claire, her sister, was there, looking as proud and attractive as she had on her first day. They got along quickly and became acquainted even quicker. He spoke of marriage. She agreed.Paul was matched with MIT shortly after, but he chose to remain in Auburn's architecture programme solely for Claire's benefit. Paul wooed her, thinking that owning all the Carroll sisters was a trophy no one had ever had. He met Adam Quinn at the beginning of the semester. Even though Paul knew he had his sights set on Claire, he did not care; they became best friends right away. The fact that they met in secret did not bother him because he was certain Claire would never abandon him, and Adam was simply too devoted to do so. It quickly became official, and in the same year, he was the architect for their own house, making it more of a showroom than something you’d live in. While he was working on his master’s, they got married, and Claire stopped working. He gave her everything—club memberships, fancy dinners and expensive carsBy that time, Adam and Paul were inseparable and established Scott & Quinn Architecture as their own architectural firm, which was an instant success thanks to Pau's father's reputation. And so the rich got even richer. They would get together to play golf on Mondays; the evening was filled with the Porsche meetup in the alps. They would practice for the matches on the weekends and play tennis the following day. Claire and he always went out to dinner on Wednesdays. Paul reportedly took business trips every two weeks and took care of his newest girls, stalking them and preparing the kidnapping, only to then finally abduct, torture, and kill them. He became infamous within the network, and thanks to his extreme technical skills, nobody would ever be able to trace his legacy back to him. That was, until things escalated; the police had knocked on his door and confronted him about the tapes. Paul confessed and got into witsec. They equipped him with squips and had him die in front of Claire to make it more real. Paul died that day, or so Claire believed.

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Chaos/Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER

ㅤACT 1: VIOLENCE AGAINST NATUREㅤㅤEdgar was born in Essen-Kettwig, Germany to Heinrich and Laura Kehler. The town was not exactly known for sunshine and rainbows, and definitely not the dream start for him. He was seven years old when his parents died in a car crash on the bridge, with him in the backseat. They all were on their way to the forest, like every evening to find antlers and sell them in their little shop. A big red truck hit them. The car went sideways, twisted metal and crashed along the long, empty street. Except that it wasn't just metal that was twisted. Reality itself got a little warped in that space. And then the big red truck passed by him again, in fear Edgar jumped back, believing himself to hallucinate. Lights flickered, but his parents hadn’t awakened, nor had the car fixed itself.He was taken to the hospital for a check up, and soon, he was placed in the Kinderheim. People felt uneasy around him, no matter how hard Edgar tried, they kept their distance, isolating him before he could do it himself. He heard the whispers, but nobody would accuse an orphan of killing his parents with dark matter. Life in the Kinderheim was anything than good. Oatmeal for breakfast, threadbare blankets, and the constant feeling that you were replaceable. Edgar was a quiet kid, not a troublemaker, just observant. He noticed things, like the way the older boys could bully their way to extra rations, or how the nuns always seemed stressed, whispering in corners.ㅤACT 2: THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MINDㅤㅤ
Then came the day the men in dark suits arrived. Vought representatives, all smiles and empty promises. They were looking for "special" children, they said. Children with unique potential. Edgar, with his almost unnerving stillness and the rumour whispered amongst the younger kids about how he could "make things move without touching them," was a prime candidate. Edgar went willingly; he believed that anything was better than the orphanage with the other children or the people who came to look at them like they were exhibits in a gallery. He left Essen with a mixture of fear and hope. The orphanage was bleak, but at least it was known. Vought was a question mark wrapped in a shiny, unsettling package. Turns out, the question mark was hiding a damn lot of ethically questionable experiments.

ㅤACT 3: ARTIFICIAL SUICIDEㅤㅤ The next phase of Edgar's life was sterile. He was raised in a Vought research facility, one of many children subjected to testing and monitoring. Edgar learned what he was capable of, but instead of being excited about it, it bored him. He spoke less, became more serious and kept to himself, preferring to observe the others as though he wasn’t there. Like he did at the children’s home. He learned to control his matter manipulation abilities, bending metal, shifting the density of objects, all under the watchful eyes of scientists who saw him as a project, not a person.
His German was slowly rotted in his own mouth, replaced by American English – the language of opportunity, according to his handlers. He was taught not about his heritage, but about Vought's glorious future and his vital role in it. Emotions were discouraged, empathy was a weakness, and obedience was the only way to survive in the world. He became agreeable, cold, and ruthlessly self-efficient. The boy from Essen, who just wanted a warm meal and a kind word, was buried deep beneath layers of Vought conditioning. He learned to play their game, to anticipate their needs, to present a neat image. He learned that power was the only thing that mattered. And as long as it kept him alive, he would adhere to it.
Unlike Homelander and the other supes who basked in the spotlight, Edgar was a different. He wasn't driven by the need for adoration or power, at least not in the same way. He preferred to watch from the shadows. He didn't want to be a part of their circus; he was content to observe from the shadows if only it kept him breathing.
And breathing, as always for Edgar, came in the form of hunting. Only now, Edgar was not primarily hunting wild life anymore. He was hunting down the messed-up experiments, the ones who were deemed too unstable and dangerous to survive. They were dropped into the woods, and he'd hunt them and bring Vought their bodies. Until it wasn't just only the messed up ones, civilians came into play, people that Edgar did not even know about. But still, like he was the little boy in the orphanage, he did as he was told, without ever complaining about who he had to kill. Until finally, one day, it would be himself.

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Chaos/Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER

ㅤDEFAULTㅤㅤSet out to find and hunt failed and escaped Vought experiments, Edgar feels like he is on his own side. While he returns the experiments to Vought and receives a fair share of the proceeds, he gains nothing from them other than entertainment, which he believes is enough. Over the years, Edgar developed a downright disgust for them, a specific spark in personality that only helped him keep his heart steady in the hunt. Whether it was to capture them or to kill them, it made no true difference to him. It was all the same. A body was delivered. A trophy granted. He doesn't mourn his old life, and still he somehow wishes that there were more to it.
But in a way, he felt like he was hunting himself as he chased them through the woods, like there was a part of him that was like them, like he too was crushed under the thumb of Vought. And though it was not adoration or approval that Edgar sought, with each delivered body, dead or alive, a sense of pride washed over him. A pride that he wouldn't have achieved without Vought, after all.
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ㅤAU. 1 HUMANㅤㅤThe slightest twist of a neck elicited a predictable response from Edgar: an arched brow, followed by cold, calculated glares. But it was the reflection in the mirror that truly haunted him—his father's face, staring back with piercing blue eyes from a blood-stained visage, a severed deer's head clutched in hand. The old wooden walls were scattered with trophies, no space big enough to fit a thumb between them. And Edgar come back, every day, with another one, another deer head, the antlers broken off, another bunny, it's teeth pulled out—until he came with a severed human head in his hands, claiming it had been an intruder within their own private land to hunt on. And his father would pat him on the back, smiling.
He'd carry on with the family business, he'd treat the secrecy of a deer stand like his second bed, the rifle like a child he'd soothe to sleep, and he'd be watching the woods for movement, whether deer or man—they'd both be trophies on his wall sooner or later.

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Chaos/Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER

ㅤSETUP (Who went and turned off the lights)ㅤㅤ" ear, Yekaterina Volkova marries Konstantin Rostov and takes his name. One year old Mariya spends a unknown time in Takoma Park House.In [ WINTER OF 1986 ] :  , Kathryn starts working for Yekaterina as a nanny. Mariya isn’t two years old yet. It’s presumed that Kathryn was sent by Konstantin to watch over his family. Somewhere that month, Yekatarina kills a Soviet agent in their kitchen, Kate finds out Yekaterina works for the KGB. Mariya gets placed into a spy school. [ IN AUTUMN OF 1990 ] :  , RRR kidnaps Mariya from the Summer Palace in Cape Breton. Yekaterina informs Fitch that RRR has abducted Mariya and convinces Fitch to discredit RRR by framing him. They fabricate evidence against him.
[ DECEMBER 25TH 1990 ] :  , the fire. Yekaterina gets Mariya back, there is a fight and Mariya kills RRR. The beach house burns to the ground and Yekaterina takes the body and buries it somewhere. The archive is put into Liz. Two days later, RRR is reported missing by his wife and she and their daughter Jennifer are placed in protective custody/ WITSEC. Ian Garvey is assigned to their case. Jennifer grows up terrified of Reddington, turns to Garvey as a foster father. Mariya and Yekaterina hide in motels with Kathyrn.
[ MARCH 1991 ] :  , Yekaterina walks into the ocean in Cape May. She survives and contacts Ilya. Ilya makes a plan to take RRR’s money and flee with Yekaterina. Mariya is given into the care of the Red Banner Institute. This is the last time she sees her mother. Mariya spends nine years at the school, graduates at age fifteen and is then given in the care of Sam Milhoan. She gets adopted by him and is given the name Elizabeth Scott Milhoan. In [ 2002 ] :   they rob drugstores together.
Back at home with Sam, she goes to college and plans to pursue a career in the law field. She becomes bored in their house and due to Sam’s neglect, she becomes a criminal rather quickly. Two years later, she starts to work at a mechanic shop, part time, and meets James ( Who she is claimed is named Ronnie to Dr Creel. ) They robbed stores, cracked cars. Liz gets addicted to drugs. James cheats on her. She almost kills herself due to an overdose, by accident..In [ JUNE 2007 ] :   Liz finishes college, starts her master degree in psychology.
In [ LATE 2009 ] :  , Liz gets depressed over James, who had cheated on her and attempts suicide, not by accident. A few months into the year, Liz graduates as a psychologist. In December, she begins to work as a psychologist in the Mobile Emergency Psych Unit in New York for the FBI.
[ JUNE 2010 ] :  , Red hires Tom. On July 10th, Liz and Tom meet in a café in Gorgetown, their first date. Tom falls in love with Liz, Liz falls in love with Tom, Red fires Tom in 2011. [ IN MARCH 2011 ] :  , he is hired by Milos Pavel Kinsky and continues his life with Elizabeth. Liz and Tom get married [ ON NOVEMBER 3rd 201 ] :  . They move to New York in 2012. In 2013, they move to DC. There Liz starts her course at Quantico to become a field agent. The course takes 20 weeks.
In [ 2013 ] :   it’s her first day as a profiler, she oversleeps. Her husband and her are on their way to work when two FBI vans and a helicopter arrive outside and escort Elizabeth to the Fbi. At the headquarters she is interviewed by Harold Cooper about Raymond Reddington who has chosen her as his intermediary, to her surprise. They begin to work together, she doesn’t trust him. During lunch, she calls Tom and tells him she won’t make it to their adoption agency appointment.When she comes home later, she finds decorations, saying ‘it’s a girl’ implying their adoption went through. She is overwhelmed and doesn’t realise Tom is bleeding and chained to a chair. Zamani appears and stabs Tom in the chest, allowing him to flee and prevent Liz from following him. Tom is taken to the hospital and Liz storms into Red’s hotel room, stabs him in the neck and demands answers. At home she finds that she can’t remove the blood from the carpet and rips the carpet off, discovers a secret floor storage with a box. The box contains passports of her husband, a gun and money.
[Back at work she is given a polygraph test to determine whether there is any prior relationship between her and Reddington. It’s negative.] [ IN JARNUARY OF YEAR 2014 ] :  she begins investigating Tom. She ties him to a chair to get answers and breaks his thumb. Red admits to killing Sam, Liz breaks off their partnership. She then kidnaps Tom and chains him on a boat, hoping to get the answers she is looking for. They are discovered by the harbor master, Liz hesitates about killing him but Tom decides for himself.Liz faces charges for the murder. Liz is framed for the OREA bombing and the murder of senator Hawkins. She gets added to the FBI’s top ten most wanted list. In [ 2015 ] :   she becomes a fugitive, she asks for asylum at the Russian embassy, calling herself Mariya Rostova for the first time and claims to be a FSB agent. She is soon involved in a hostage situation which aids as a disguise to save Marvin Gerard. During this, she breaks the ribs of several hostages. She notices that people see her as a fugitive, not as a cop.[ IN 2016 SHE IS EXONERATED ] :  , she has difficulties adapting. She is unable to rent apartments and gets beaten outside of a grocery store. She passes out and is taken to the hospital. She is told that she was pregnant.
In [ APRIL ] :  , Tom and Liz move their wedding up. They marry but barely escape an abduction by Matias Solomon in the church. Their car crashes, they get taken to the hospital, she is told that she lost the baby. Elizabeth is declared dead, a funeral is arranged. [ IN 2017 ] :  , she is given a presidential pardon.
In November, Liz planned to pick up Tom at the train station, they decide to meet at their house instead. Liz arrives there and finds Ian Garvey kidnapped Tom, who lies on the ground, bleeding. He is stabed three times. Liz tries to fight him but somehow loses unconsciousness. She falls into a coma for ten months. Reddington tells her that Tom died.
Eleven months later, in [ NOVEMBER 2018 ] :  , Liz moves to Alaska to mourn her husband’s death. She wants to start fresh. She uses the name Grace Talbot and steals a dog from a shelter, names her Kate. One day she finds a dying man outside of her house, she meets his alleged friends soon. Said friends are revealed to be members of the Carlucci crime family. They kill Liz’s dog. She hunts them like fair game, ruthlessly slaughtering one by one. She then dropps Elroy off at the hospital like a Christmas gift. She returns home and tells Reddington that she killed some men and that it felt good. She searches for Oleander, a dangerous operative, finds out it’s her grandfather. She threatens Reddington, goes on a hunt to find the bag, it seems like they parted ways forever. She stages her own abduction with help of Sutton Ross. Let’s herself get beaten bloody by him so she can get Reddingon’s secret. Emotionally manipulates him. She hallucinates Tom again and starts to work on a plan with Jennifer. She kills Robert Navarro, stabs him with a shard of glass, later dissolves him in acid. She and Jennifer agree that they shouldn’t go to the cops about this.

ㅤACT 4: ARTIFICIAL SUICIDEㅤㅤ[ AUTUMN OF 2019 ] :  , upon being back, Liz founds her own syndicate to bring Reddington down while still working with the FBI. It’s clear that she suffered a psychotic break, she hallucinates people, especially Kathryn. Reddington gets arrested, he believes he was tipped, Liz visits him in prison, unbeknownst to him that she was behind it, manipulating answers out of him. She continues to work in the task force while still working with Jennifer behind their back. Liz finds and tracks down Klepper and holds him at gunpoint. They kill him after his request and kidnap a woman off the street. At takeoff, a van approaches and kidnaps Jennifer. Liz stuggles with the woman, shoots her in defense. It’s on February 22nd that Jennifer decides to stop helping Liz. She accepts it, promising her it will end. But of course, nothing ends.
Reddington is set to be executed, Liz visits him one last time. Although content with him dying, she tries to help him.
With the president stopping the death penalty, Red goes back to her bureau and Liz goes back to her syndicate while still helping the FBI as an informant occasionally. Him immediately lying to her again after they see each other makes her regret her previous offer of help. She stabs him and runs to her warehouse, making her way over to Dom to demand answers. Dom tells her something, but not enough. But he tells her about the invention of Raymond Reddington. It’s then that Liz half heartedly apologizes to Red. She still helps the FBI solving the cases. Red meets with who he thinks is Yekaterina, who shoots and kidnaps him. On [ OCTOBER 4th 2019 ] :  , Liz goes on the Les Fleur du Mal event, without the taskforce knowing. She manages to slide a flash drive into Aram’s jacket which would automatically send her the data were he to inject it, and he did. Later that day, Liz gets suspicious of her new neighbor, who poses as her mother, Yekaterina Rostova and at the same time pretends to be a simply woman named Constance Drucker, who moved in the apartment opposite of her, she offers to watch Liz’s dog. She then attacks Illya and kidnaps him. On December 13th, Liz finds out about Yekaterina and holds her at gunpoint, forcing her to tell her everything or she would never get close to her again ever. She tells her she moved in next door to get to know her and protect her.
She gets knocked out and kidnapped by her, who turns out to be Tatiana Petrova. It’s that and others which eventually leads to Elizabeth turning against the FBI entirely. Her fugitive status is updated, as is her bounty.Around [ NOVEMBER ] :   Liz visits Dominik, who’s in the hospital, they talk but he, too, refuses to tell her the truth. Together with Tatiana, she kidnaps Dom and tortures him for the truth until he almost dies of it. She asks about N-13 and is told she would die if she were to mention it around the wrong person. Liz begins to feel pity for him, Tatiana does not. Dominik is eventually rescued. Liz tells Dembe that she’s done and that Reddington is always going to win. What later turns out to be a manipulative attempt, makes her knocks him over and steal his car. She goes to meet Tatiana but finds her with Reddington, who executes her. She officially quits her ties with the FBI. She emotionally manipulates Aram to get information on a case. Esi offers her help to get to Reddington. She steals military-grade explosives from the FBI to kill Reddington. She triggers the explosion, however it doesn’t go as planned as Ressler saw the bomb and threw it out. She calls Reddington and tells him she will try to kill him until she succeeds.This triggers the events of [ JANUARY 1ST 2021 ] :  , where she gets put on the top of the Blacklist and the FBI’s most wanted list. Esi contacts a few people to join Elizabeth’s syndicate, where at the same time she tries to convince people of Reddington’s syndicate to join hers and work against him. However, none of them do. She meets Skip, who joins her cause Liz hires a Cyranoid. She helps her get around twice as fast and gather the double amount of intelligence and information. To get information from Neville, Liz kidnaps his sister. She tells him Reddington is at fault for killing his family and she’s there to tell him how to get revenge. Liz goes into hiding. She tracks down Anne after watching her and Reddington and realising how important she is to him. [ ON APRIL 23rd ] :  , she meets with Skip, they think about getting to Mary Bremmer to get to Neville Townsend. They hire more people for their syndicate. Liz starts hallucinating Kate again.Liz tracks down Anne and crashes her car, pretending to give her her details for the money, with that, she now has Anne’s adress and details. She goes over to Anne’s and places recording devices in her home. Anne gets told the truth about who Reddington is, Liz threatens her, demanding to know where he is. Reddington realised how bad Liz’ mental break actually is. Kate tells her to pull the trigger, and Liz does, killing Anne. She retreats to her hideout and requests to meet with the task force after getting her hands on a relic of the Cold War, The Russian Knot. She meets with Ressler in the park, and they encrypt the message. She notices she’s being observed by the feds and flees the scene. As a distraction, multiple women dressed like her appear on the scene, causing chaos. Back in the safe house, Esi tells Liz that they couldn’t crack the code. They try it with the cyrillic alphabeth instead of the latin one and it works this time.Liz, in tow with Rocco, meets with Aram in his car. They get the feeds. Later in the car she is asked whether Rocco would have killed the guy if he hadn’t given them the feeds, she says no, she would have done it herself. A few weeks later, they kidnap Ivan Stepanov for answers. Reddington contacts Priya telling her she has to get Liz out of this because if Stepanov talks, Liz would be killed. Priya let’s Liz in on everything, dragging her out of there. Liz wants to save Priya but they are stopped by Townsend’s people. Townsend kidnaps Liz and takes Priya away.Priya returns, saving Liz. They flee from Townsend and hide back in their apartment with Esi and Skip. Later that day is deadly wounded and Esi is gone. Liz kidnaps one of Townsend’s men, she holds him at gunpoint, finding out he was the assassin who killed Jennifer and her friends. She forces him to tell her everything. The task force interrupts them, Liz unwilling to let him get away, executes him in front of them. She is arrested. She flees from prison, tracking down Reddington and holds him at gunpoint, demanding answers or she would kill him. She shoots him in the leg. Reddington tells her something, but not everything. Believing he would tell her everything were she to die, she calls Skip, Esi and Priya and they fake her death together with Townsend. She fakes an argument with Reddington, holding him at gunpoint, telling him it’s over. They prep her with blood bags and Elias pretends to shoot her. Though he doesn’t manage to shoot Reddington, too. Elias dies. Liz collapses, pretending to pass out while Reddington mourns her. Skip arrives, dragging Liz away from Reddington, telling him she needs surgery or she’ll die. They leave and meet with the other two and make plans how to take down Reddington for once and for all now that he is mourning and an easy prey and hasn’t said a thing.

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Chaos/Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER

ㅤACT 1: VIOLENCE AGAINST NATUREㅤㅤBorn in district 2, Cato was the product of his mother's hope of wealth and grew up idolizing the games along with all his brothers. Lavinia, his mother had a child after him, just two years later, a girl; Callisto, whom she had sent off to the university to study, she had not been at the academy like everyone else of the family. Perhaps that was when Cato’s prejudice against the youngest Orestes had started. Lavinia was a plasterer and strove for wealth, hoping to achieve is through her husband, the General, the highest position in 2 and their many children. Eventually, it was said wealth that had burnt her. She turned to morphling and the drug eventually drove her to death.
Left by himself with all chldren, Icarus began to train them himself, hoping for them to get even stronger, more deadly. At age 5, Cato was off to the academy where he only really bonded with a girl and boy from district one and an older boy from his village, Maxima and Topaz. The latter had eventually became a very close friend of his.
During his time in the academy, Cato enrolled into hockey, breaking more than just a few noses of his fellow players. He eventually became so competitive that he broke his team mate's neck, Pac died and Cato was suspended for a week. The time he usually spent laying on the couch, watching the cartoons that the capitol fed them. Most of them containing slashers and elements of horror to further desensitize them, not that Cato had not been desensitized enough already.
A few years passed and Cato had become one of the top cadets at the academy. That was, until a new girl enrolled into the academy and beat his score. Clove. She had, of course, immediately become a target for Cato, her overly competitive nature caught his attention the day she waslked in and choked a boy with her bare hands. The head trainer, Brutus, closely trained Cato and Cato took almost every night session that he could get, every extra training session, only bringing him closer to his goal.
Soon, Brutus became someone that Cato trusted. The more they won, the more they were awarded, the more vicious and cold they were, the better. People did not smile there, it was seen as nothing but provocative. And Cato knew that he needed to win the trial, so that he could be the one to volunteer once he turned 18. Brutus in turn, advised Cato to get closer to Clove, knowing how good of a cadet she was. He proposed that they would volunteered together once they’d both won the trial. But that never happened.

ㅤACT 4: ARTIFICIAL SUICIDEㅤㅤOne day in the hall after training, Cato told Clove that they’d do this thing together or not at all. And she agreed. He proposed that they would volunteered together once they’d both won the trial. But that never happened. One day in the hall after training, Cato told Clove that they’d do this thing together or not at all. And she’d agreed. Then, Clove had kissed him. And Cato was fuming with rage. The original girl who was supposed to volunteer when Clove was 15 got injured and Clove got her place instead. Clove didn’t tell Cato and they had a massive argument because he had already won the trials and would volunteer for the boys.
After he had a lengthy talk with Brutus, they decided that Cato would volunteer the next year, so that Clove could win her games on her own, and the year later, Cato would win his games, too. Angry but agreeing, Cato retreated, knowing that Titus would take his place instead. Eventually, the day of the Reaping approached and Cato went to Clove’s the night before. They sat together in the academy, and he gave her a button from his uniform that she could take with her in the arena, as a token, if she’d like. They spent the entire evening together, out in the meadow, near the quarry, talking, laughing and thinking about plans what they’d do if she won the games. But Cato, had internally already made up his mind.
The day of the reaping came and Clove volunteered. Cato, who stood beside Titus brutally beat him up and volunteered instead of him. He was dragged up the stage, beaten by the peacekeepers but standing beside Clove was enough to be relieved.

ㅤACT 5: BAD DECISIONSㅤㅤㅤShe, in turn, was horrified. They said goodbye to their families and met Eos on the train. He seemed nice enough for someone from the Capitol, Cato supposed. Clove, however, sat beside him, her jaw clenched. For the whole train ride, Cato thought that she would pierce his throat open with a bottle opener before they were even in the arena.
At dinner, Brutus told them about the sponsors they had. Once they arrived in the capitol, they were separated and Cato met Felix, his stylist. He was rather satisfied with the parade outfits that they had been given, golden, looking like Greek gods themselves. He was especially fond of the wings, and he knew that he’d wear the proper crown once he got out of the arena. He’d win. For his district, no matter what it took. And Clove, they’d fight at the end, like they were supposed to, like they were taught.ft.

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Chaos/Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER

ㅤACT 1: VIOLENCE AGAINST NATUREㅤㅤMalachai was born in Portland, Oregon, on November 6th, 1972, as Joshua and Esther Parker's eldest son and triplet brother to Josette and Michael, in which Kai was exactly six minutes older than his siblings, their birth entirely magical in nature. Like the rest of them, he attended preschool at the age of three, then kindergarten at age six. Though violent tendencies started to show early, nothing serious happened until Kai pushed one child over, Abraham. Abraham grabbed him and made fun of him for not knowing how to play a certain game. In response to his question about why his family was so peculiar, Kai threw him against the glass wall, shattering the boy's neck. Joshua had always predicted that he would get into trouble because of his temper, and so it had happened. Kai was removed from kindergarten and homeschooled five hours later, after Abraham died the same day. Shortly after, the school's headmaster invited him for a visit and warned him that if he did not calm down, he would be suspended. He had already gotten enough warnings.When he returned home in tears, Michael told him that he understood him, and their bond grew from there, with Michael becoming the only person Kai would talk to when he was excluded from rituals he could not partake in due to his siphon nature. Kai felt even more alone after Joshua had his sister Johanna take Michael away when they were about ten years old. Johanna then adopted Michael as her own. That day, Kai became enraged and started punching his mother. He did this until Joshua slapped him, at which point Kai grabbed his wrist and siphoned off of him, demonstrating that he was no ordinary witch. It terrified Kai. He wore gloves ever since, out of concern that he might injure someone. He thought nothing would change, but he had been dead wrong. Now, every breath he took, was his fault, laughing only earned him harsh glares by his father, forcing him into an outcast at a young age. It dawned on him that he would never win against Jo during the merge, he knew he would die in that ritual and nobody would care. When his aunt arrived the following day, Kai was not suspicious because he was happy to see her, even though she had not been around much outside of the coven meetings that were scheduled. As usual, the meeting went well, with Kai sitting atop the stairs, his head resting against the railing, listening to what they had to say. After five minutes, the meeting became heated, people yelling at one another and overlapping opinions, particularly his aunt's. After two hours, everyone had left.

ㅤACT 2: THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MINDㅤㅤThe next morning, everything changed. When Kai entered the kitchen to get a bowl of cereal, his siblings fled the room as if he had a contagious disease. If that was not confusing enough, Joshua only spoke to Kai when he was yelling at him and slapping him for touching his siblings. In a matter of minutes, his world fell apart; he had no idea what was going on and no understanding of any of it. He was avoided at all costs, mistreated as if he did not exist, and isolated in a matter of hours. Confused by how to deal with the emotions, Kai snuck out at night and ran to his aunt's, who sat him down, gave him hot chocolate, and told him that he was treated different because he was a siphon, different from other witches, and his father only saw him as an abomination from now on. Joshua kept this nickname for as long as Kai lived with them. It was either abomination or his name in a voice filled with such hatred that it was nearly cursed.It felt though suddenly, everyone had forgotten about the Merge, and Kai was aware that it was impossible. They did not want him as a leader because of his siphon nature, he figured, he certainly would have easily subdued Jo with his abilities, making him the new leader within a few minutes of time but unfortunately for Kai, he figured that out far too late. His hands itched with restlessness again, knowing that if they did not merge, they would not only both die but he would never be leading the coven and it would cease to exist.

ㅤACT 3: JUST PRETENDㅤㅤAt age 8, he was diagnosed with Oppositional Defiant Disorder. At age 15, Kai was diagnosed with Conduct Disorder, an empty plea of his aunt to believe once it was official, Kai would accept that he could never be more in this coven but silently, she had pushed him and promised him he would win the merge one day. During that time, Johanna had been the only person who was there for him. As years passed, he grew older, and as he grew, the ache grew too. He ran around, trying to siphon of anything that he could find to have the burning feeling within him subside. The ache in his body would then only lessen when he siphoned magic off their premises, but soon, that would not be enough. He realised that unlike the others, he was not able to generate magic on his own and all he could do was siphon it from others, or other magical sources. He would watch Jo do little magic tricks in their living room while people cheered her on and gushed about how perfect of a witch she was, and slowly, Kai isolated himself. Paired with the erratic temper, it made Kai feel like an outsider, like he was wrong and instead of reassuring him, his parents only fed his thoughts. He now had a name for the sensation. His whole body felt like it was on fire, pleading for release, and his finger itched. However, it never got better—rather, it got worse. As now, twins of the Gemini Coven, and having let Michael go, it took now long for Kai to figure out that their parents wanted him to die in the merge on the week after their 22nd birthday, getting rid of the defect child in the easiest way. It had been an excellent plan, but he was prepared to succeed and work hard to get better every day, even if it meant working alone. But the merge did not happen, Kai had waited, year for year, day after day, hour after hour, for his family to tell him what would happen when they reached that age, to prepare them. But they were silent like graves. He took it, pretended he understood, as long as they allowed him the chance. They said yes, lied to his face. Nobody of them could have a siphon participating in the merge, it would kill their picture perfect daughter. Or at least trouble her.

At age 18, the second diagnosis came, Antisocial Personality Disorder. Joshua and Esther continued to have children as a result. Time passed, and kids grew up, until Liv and Luke, another set of twins, were born. Shortly after the twins birth, they had a friend come over, Alina. Kai and Jo had just turned twenty one and usually, that was the time where the intense preperation for their merge ritual would have started. Kai knew that from his aunt. However, Alina spent a lot of time with him rather than preparing. He was too naive to notice that anything had been off. But finally, months later, the realisation hit.Alina had been a perfectly well thought out distraction, as Kai's and her parents did everything they could do to get rid of him, forging their plans as though he was a parasite that needed to be removed before it was too late. Surely Kai was smitten with her; she was pretty, and she was a witch—something he, growing up, had always found to be the most important. But for many months, Kai had not suspected anything; after all, why would he be suspicious of a witch from a coven they had always been closely knit with ever since he could remember?
Esther was pregnant with Zoe at the time and seemingly never survived childbirth; Zoe, unlike Kai, no siphon, however, had grown to be Joshua's favorite, despite being the reason for their mother's death. The funeral had stretched for days as the whole neighborhood assembled and took care of the children while Joshua seemingly grieved. Grieving, as Kai even believed back then, was not something Joshua was capable of. Like Jo once had been. From then on, the year seemed to pass in silence, colourful leaves crumbling under heavy footwork as the dust settled on the windowstill near the dying plants, until the week of the Merge approached and the truth came out. In 1992, Kai pushed his mother down a well while they were visiting a museum. He'd figured out that all they wanted was another set of twins, to replace him. But that was not the worst, Alina was pregnant and the merge was around the corner. In the night, Kai snuck into Alina's room and confronted her, to which she openly admitted that she was only sent to keep him away from Jo, and the merge "because they had plans," she had said. She said it too often but still Kai did not make anything of it. Blinded by rage, he gutted her in the bathroom, killing her and their unborn twins.

ㅤACT 4: ARTIFICIAL SUICIDEㅤㅤNobody batted an eye about Alina's death and the unborn twins were never mentioned again, except hey survived and were safely sent away to grow up within the Bennett coven. And Kai had no idea. Jo had never been strong enough to become the next leader; even Joshua was aware of that, he was willing to skip the two, either waiting for the unborn twins to be old enough or taking Liv and Luke. Not only that, but Joshua, knowing Kai's nature and state of mind, would never want his perfect daughter to merge with him, possibly absorbing his 'sick mind' too, as he called it. Even though neither twin would truly win the merge, each having their own difficulties after, one of them being dead, merging with a siphon meant immediate death and all chances for the Gemini Coven to keep their reputation would be gone in a whim if Kai was to become the leader. He knew that. And still, he kept pushing, insisting on getting what he had been promised for all those years.

ㅤACT 5: BAD DECISIONSㅤㅤㅤOn May 9, 1994, he made the decision to kill his coven for excluding him and stealing his birthright and to merge with Jo in retaliation for everyone's betrayal and manipulation of him. He had waited until his father was out of the house, his mother had gone with them. He and his siblings were left alone. And he knew that he would kill them all, except for one year old Zoe, who he could not find in time. He went out of his way, drowned Joey in the pool, gutted Magda with their father’s knife, hung Charlie from the stairs and siphoned Joey dry before he stabbed him more times than he could count. Naturally, he had saved Liv and Luke, the best, for last.

Jo, however, stood in his way and attempted to act heroic, as if she had nothing to do with his suffering. A heated argument broke out between the two. Eventually Kai's feelings got the best of him, forcing him to gut Jo with the bloody hunting knife to get her out of the way as he went after their siblings, but Jo managed to cloak the twins to protect them, clutching the guts that were about to topple out of her body. Kai was so angry that he broke her ribs and almost killed her. That was when she promised to merge with him, half dead, half breathing. To give him what he wanted. Kai was too enraged and heated to recognize her deceit. With a smile, he had told her that it would be fair to give her two days. The days passed in an antagonizing silence, nobody dared to speak up to him, Kai believed that they had finally understood. When the day finally came, Jo, to his unknown, had hidden her magic. When he touched her, Kai felt nothing. There was void, emptiness. However, it was already too late when Kai realized it. The rest of the coven, especially his aunt's side, had used a solar eclipse to cast the banishment spell on him and trap him in a purgatory dimension for his transgressions. As he was exiled into the Prison World, a place where he could not hurt anybody and would forever be alone. Kai sobbed in pain and collapsed to his knees, caught in a moment that he believed would finally set him free and grant him the position of coven leader that was rightfully his.

ㅤACT 6: WHAT IT COSTㅤㅤKai made multiple unsuccessful attempts to end his life during the years he spent in prison, as the isolation drove him insane. He only recalls the relief he felt as he bled out and the terror he felt when he woke up a few hours later, unharmed. He is unable to recall how many times he attempted suicide. One day, there was movement in the prison world. There were people, and the day was different. Kai was giddy with anticipation, knowing that he could go, get out, and fulfill his promise. But the witch had no magic. When the only thing Kai needed—a witch named Bonnie—finally showed up, he became so furious that he almost killed her friend. Fortunately, she was so concerned about her friend that she was able to use pyrokinesis to trap Kai by creating a boundary of flames around him. They brought Kai back to the boarding house to ask him why he was in this dimension after Damon used the opportunity to knock him unconscious. After some threats on Damon's part, Kai finally admitted that he never intended to kill Damon -- he was merely trying to motivate Bonnie to get her magic back, as it was the key to returning them to their home. And it had worked.Bonnie questioned Kai, who informed them that they would need to use her magic to harness the power of the solar eclipse using a family heirloom, the Ascendant. The three went outside to allow Kai to determine the location of the eclipse's power focus for their portal after performing the spells to get ready to return home. While they were watching Kai work, Bonnie re-read their newspaper and realized that one of the main articles on the front page was a story about a man named Malachai who killed most of his siblings in Portland, Oregon. Kai freely acknowledged that he killed his siblings and even said that the Gemini Coven had made their dimension a prison world on May 10, 1994, as retribution for his crimes. Bonnie, horrified by this story, refused to do the spell to return them home, even despite Damon's pleas that they needed to return.
Kai then grabbed Bonnie by the arm and siphoned a portion of her magic before giving her and Damon an ultimatum: he could siphon all of Bonnie's magic to the point of her death, kill Damon, and then use the Ascendant to go home alone, or they could all go home together. This forced Bonnie and Damon to begrudgingly agree to his terms in order to ensure their survival. As Kai, Bonnie, and Damon were preparing to do the spell the following day, Bonnie realized that the reason why Kai hadn't killed her was because he needed a Bennett witch specifically to do the spell. Since Kai was no longer needed, she telekinetically threw an axe into Kai's chest, and he fell to the ground, seemingly dead. But before Bonnie and Damon could depart, Kai was brought back to life and stopped them, shooting Bonnie in the stomach with an arrow from a crossbow. He tried his best to prevent them from completing the spell, but Bonnie was able to magically throw Kai backward, allowing her to pull Damon into the light of the eclipse and throw him the Ascendant so he could leave and return to the real world in Mystic Falls, believing that she would die before she could get there.

ㅤACT 7: NOWHERE TO GOㅤㅤThe next day, Bonnie awakened in the Salvatore Boarding House with Kai, who was trying to reassemble the Ascendant. She temporarily neutralized him by killing him before she fled to the hospital to heal her injuries. In order to prevent Kai from absorbing her magic and using it to escape, Bonnie deceived him by placing it in her teddy bear and sending both the bear and her magic to the living world when they entered the tunnels. Then, still confined and now without magic, Kai and Bonnie found themselves in the Prison World.A week later, Kai took Bonnie to Portland for Thanksgiving to have dinner at his family home, but eventually revealed that he had brought her there because he needed magic, and Bonnie's trick with her teddy bear made him realize that his older sister Jo had hidden her own magic in the hunting knife with which he had stabbed her in 1994. Bonnie argued that he still needed a Bennett witch to do the spell, but Kai corrected her and told her that all he needed was Bennett blood. He then took the magic from the knife and absorbed it before stabbing Bonnie in the stomach with it. With Kai now in possession of the Ascendant, Bonnie's blood, and the magic from the knife, was able to ditch her in his yard and, at some point, escaped the Prison World, leaving Bonnie dying and without magic in Portland before going back to Mystic Falls and ironically enough, met Liv, making him realise that the whole coven was there, even those who he believed dead. He could barely believe his eyes, knowing revenge was finally due. He knew he would come for them one by one.

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Chaos/Aleks, 28 y/o, CEST, ENG/NOR/GER